I really want off of this rollercoaster ride of emotions I'm going through. It's ridiculous, one minute I am so happy, so excited for my new life, new adventures, finding ME again. And then I am so down, so empty, still so hurt and confused and in complete shock. Then I'm just numb. I really don't like this. When does it end? I just want to stabilize!
Since I changed my number there has been no contact, which I am so extremely grateful for. I don't miss HIM. I'm just mourning the years spent, who I THOUGHT he was, what I THOUGHT I had. I am so tired all the time, I hear it is a sign of depression. Ha, so don't want to even think of that for that loser.
I've come to the conclusion that he never deserved me, and the pressure of being good enough for me finally got to him. That's not trying to boost my own ego, I truly believe it.
I have a lot more to say. I just don't have the energy to do so right now.
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